Friends, Romans and countrymen, lend me your eyes (not ears :P) and read this :)

Did you experience going home from work/school too damn tired and wasted?
I guess I did, yesterday and here's the story about it...

I lack sleep for almost two weeks now. I only got 3 to 4 hours of sleep everyday, but I guess its close to 4 hours and 13 minutes, heheh. Woke up at 6:45pm last Tuesday and told myself that I want to have a cool and nice shower and well, I get... nice and cool shower. I then eat and dress up and brush my teeth and off I went to work. My work yesterday is not that tiring, though I really feel very, very wasted.

To make the story short, came 6am yesterday, I went home. I don't have a car and I don't know how to drive and I don't want to learn how to drive either, at least not in the near future. When I was inside a jeepney already, I did take a nap. All I knew is that I am still concious and that I only closed my eyes for about 5 seconds, but when I opened my eyes, whatdfuck! I am already way beyond (more than 100 meters but less than 500 meters, go figure it out because I can't) to where I suppose to go. I was damn tired already so I decided to ride another jeepney going back and because I was caught in a traffic, I decided to take a nap again and whatdfuck! same thing happened again, but this time, the distance is longer than the previous :(

I did ride a jeepney again for the third time but this time, wide awake. Whatdfuck! I arrived home at 8:30am than the usual 7am. I hope this will not happen again when I go home later.

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On this day, Jessie will treat us. Yahoo! He normally don't treat his friends. I guess he changed, but I like it this way :)

last night, as i lay down my bed
there was a smile in my face
couldn't explain it, cheeks turned red
as if i am in heaven's place

I was there, standing by the sea shore, alone, watching the sun as it sets down. You came from nowhere and held my hand, as if telling me that I will never be alone anymore. It's been a long time since I felt this feelings, I couldn't even remember when was the last. I don't know, but I was really expecting that you will come into my life at that very moment, as if you knew that I needed someone like you in my life, that there's an empty space in my heart, you came at the right time in my life. I'll never forget, how you brought the sun to shine in my life and took all the worries and fears that I had. I guess what I'm really trying to say, it's not everyday that someone like you comes my way. No words can express how much... I LOVE YOU. (sounds family, hahah!)

I was about to kiss you then...

It happened too fast, couldn't even make it longer, the next thing I knew is that... I woke up.

i am still waiting for you
i am still longing for your love
but don't make wait too long
for i don't know until when i can hold on

maybe i should let you go
maybe i should let go
but teach me how
for i can't live without you

just like what i said/wrote last friday, i had a great weekend at pam's place together with dyek, jc and bogs but too damn lazy to tell/write it all in here, all i know is that i spent whole day saturday and sunday with them playing different kinds of games, laughing furiously, eating and smoking bluntlessly

i just don't want to think right now, all i want to do is to get some sleep so, i am off to get one, ciao!

Work is only part of our lives and not the otherway around as they say...

It's Friday night once again and like most normal employees (meaning working from mondays thru fridays and from 8am to 5pm or 9am to 6pm) do, they usually go to bars or disco or gimmick places (whatever you call it) to have some fun and relax after a rigorous week of work.

I did plan to go out today, like go to UP and eat some 'isaw' with friends and after that, go to megastrip and party. Neither of the two happened, although I stayed in megastrip together with Pam and Tina for 1 hour or so, still, I am not satisified because I have to leave the place early even if the party is just starting because I have to attend my work Yes! I am working night shift from 8pm to 5am and Yes! again, I seldom have time for gimmick, I rather sleep.

I waited for this day to come because I am so excited that finally I get to eat 'isaw' again and watch my favorite band, Freestyle, along with Toy Symphony and another band (I forgot their band name, sorry). Luck is not on my side either because I did not make it to go to UP because some emergency happened which I rather not tell you and also left from megastrip without even seeing the Freestyle perform :sigh:.

Kahit kailan, sagabal talaga ang trabaho sa gimik, heheh

Anyways, I don't have work tomorrow (and on Sunday) and I have a plan of staying overnight at Pam's place wth Jessie, Jc and Tina and this means I am not going to visit my dentist for my bi-weekly adjustment for my braces, heheh.